Not Pretty Ain't Funny

Once, as I was walking with my roommate and her friend, my classmate who was a guy in fact my class monitor came to me. We were talking about replacement class and all the class stuffs. And then he saw my rommate's friend. Yes, that girl was pretty. And he said,

"Kau kenal dia?"

"Mestilah. Dia kawan rommate aku."

He laughed. I don't know why.He then replied "Macam mana kau boleh kenal dia?"

"Hmmm?" 

"Biar betul kau kawan dengan dia?"

"Ye lah. Dia selalu datang bilik aku." I was getting fired up all of sudden.

"Cantik kot. Macam mana kau boleh satu bilik dengan dia? Kau patut rasa beruntung."

Okay first of all. I don't talked much to that guy. And why did he say that? I know that I'm not pretty. And I didn't know that there's such rules saying only pretty people can befriend with pretty girls. 

It's not my fault for being ugly. And it's not your business that I'm not pretty. No one asked for it. It's not funny when you laugh at people just because they are ugly or stupid or lame or short. God created them that way and they felt thankful for it. And if you're laughing at them, you're actually laughing at God's creation and please be ashamed of yourself.

Loving What I Used To Hate

Currently studying in Politeknik Sultan Idris Shah. Diploma in Islamic Banking. Never in my whole life I would dream to become an accountant or any sort of things that are related to heavy maths. Once I pledge, ceh acah acah pledge, tak nak terlibat in any career yang involve heavy maths. Acountant lagi lah tak mau. 

But then I realize that doing accounts was so much fun. I kinda love maths. I think doing is better than reading. I don't need to read a lot and memorize so much facts like I used to during school days (because I'm a science student back then in school). I just need to practice a lot of maths. And it's fun. 

So betul lah cakap orang. Tak kenal maka tak cinta. You'll never know until you've tried. At first, I was scared. Because most of my classmate were an account student. A few of them were science student. Too scared actually. And all I had in my mind was tawakal je lah. Usaha lebih sikit. The first month, it was tough for me. I did learnt Bahasa Arab and Usul Fiqh. And most of them were from sekolah agama so they were so used to that subject. 

Later the third month, Alhamdulillah I'm used to everything. Thank you Allah. Harap result sem 1 ni cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang. Usaha sudah. Tawakal dan redha je. InsyaAllah boleh!

“We don’t remember days but we remember moments”

That’s what was written on the billboard. Reminds me of you. The days we had will never leave me. It will always be cherish. Because you were the reason I smiled. I still remember your face when you were too fond with your new camera. That day, I stared at you and you didn’t noticed it at all. All that I can say, I wish you will be happy all the time with or without me. 

You were once the reason I smiled. But now you are the reason why I keep looking at the sky, staring at the blue cloud, wondering where you are right now. I wish I could hate you. But I can’t. Why hate when you can love?

Let’s just hope that i can find someone better. And days will bring me further than you. Like how the clouds when in and out of the town. Rain are between the clouds. But there’s always sunshine behind that rain. Till we meet again.